So... School became a bitch. I had nothing but homework all day, and I only had so much time for it. At times I couldn't finish it. I could only get online when I was doing homework, like for a project or research, not for lesiure time.
After awhile, I was able to take control of homework and have some time to myself. Then, the real stuff hit: I was depressed like no other, I became a bit disturbed... I wasn't myself. I even went into a breakdown one day from all the stress of school, life, and my past. (My past wasn't good... It still haunts me today...) I've done a lot of bad things, but these things don't add up. They stay there... I couldn't fix it.
Now, I did have my 16th birthday, and celebrate it in California. I got a new email (since the other one sucks... I'll post it at the end of this entry) and I did manage to practice/try new things.
I'm practicing psionics, reading a lot on the subject, and even getting back to playing/composing music. But one big thing I'm looking forward to is a new sequel to my first book: "Bloodpact." This will be a sequel and it will be LONGER than the others. My other projects have failed from all the things around me and I blame myself for it, because I was the one making it happen. I don't want to blame myself for mistakes... It's just the way I think.
So... all this happened between October 2008 and now- May 2009.
I will get up to speed with all my forums, contacts, etc...
-THE NEW THINGS-
I won't have any art up any time soon, except psiwheel designs and band logos, MAYBE. If I'm lucky, I'll try to get some original artwork up, since this is an art website.
And the book... This will be a long one.
I need to know if you want me to post the first book FIRST, so then you could read and find out what happens next. I will have to revise and edit, since it's been forever and a day since I've posted it, so it's your guys' decision. Should I post the first book or not?
SECOND.... I'm going to start on the new book HOWEVER, I will be posting chapter by chapter, and editing each chapter BEFORE it's posted (so there's no mistakes!) That would be the best for me. It will take time, and patience, but all I ask is that you please check it out and see what you think. So you guys have to help me out if you want this to happen.
Just answer yes or no to the question and then I will get started. Any questions?
Good.
Oh! One more thing! Please contact me IF NECESSARY by this email address: forthenewprophets@hotmail.com
I don't check my sites that often anymore, but this is more efficient, since I use Windows Messenger almost everyday. Feel free to add me and chat whenever! I will see you guys real soon!
-Al aka xdeadlockxfan






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Human physically, WOLF, pure at heart.
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Sub sola nihil novi este
Adha spera bella spera
Quiri te prima regnomdae
Antebellum memento mori
-INTERLUDE I- DEI GRATIA-
Roy Khan, Kamelot
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Smallville addict!
"I want anarchy and peace" - Crass
How's it going?
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Sub sola nihil novi este
Adha spera bella spera
Quiri te prima regnomdae
Antebellum memento mori
-INTERLUDE I- DEI GRATIA-
Roy Khan, Kamelot
--
Smallville addict!
"I want anarchy and peace" - Crass
And I can't get my license! My dad's a douche, he wants me to pay for my own insurance when he said he wouldn't do that -_- Damn parents, you know?
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Sub sola nihil novi este
Adha spera bella spera
Quiri te prima regnomdae
Antebellum memento mori
-INTERLUDE I- DEI GRATIA-
Roy Khan, Kamelot
--
Smallville addict!
"I want anarchy and peace" - Crass
Sorry for not sending you this earlier, I found it a while ago but I kept on forgetting to send it to you
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Only you can prevent nerd rage...
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